Tuesday, August 08, 2006

30 day notice

i am lost. lost in between what is real and unreal.
the soft color of clarity is unseen to my yellow green eyes.
i am so scared. scared of what is coming or not coming, the fear is what is unknown.
all i want is to finally see the unspoken truth in the shades of black and white that it is.
so what is it going to be? a life of living in uncertainty?
guessing day by day, will everything be okay?
will all the tears fall away? far away?
why can't everything just go back to the way it used to be?

1/26/06

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