This vertigo in my mind is unreal
I can't focus on the things that matter
Each breath of air shatters the silence that I am trying to hold onto.
My brain is spinning trying to keep up with the thousands of thoughts piling through it,
second after second, each one adding to the chaos of my life.
My vision is constantly blurry
not even my square framed specs can help make out the pictures in front of me.
I just want the madness to fade away-
Try to find a peaceful core.
One where I'm not in pain anymore.
One where I can start all over.
